How great it feels to be myself again, I can’t even begin to tell you how sweet it is to go about daily business and not think about the AWFUL C word. I hate even being reminded of it so Erin’s but I’m also happy to acknowledge what I have been through.
I have more energy, I’m exercising again and eating better. I’m returning to work and enjoying holidays with my family.
I’m loving shopping for clothes again and generally just getting back to the old thoughts and nothing related to hospitals.
I start counselling soon to help me the big C disappear from my thoughts. Reconstruction discussions soon so I can get my body back maybe get slimmer in the process ☺
Oh and I have a consultation this week for racoon ‘hair in recovery’ hair extensions so I can tame my wild chemo hair and potentially ditch my wigs. Hopefully my hair will be ready for this change otherwise I’ll be advised to wait until it’s stronger and capable of holding the new hair.
I find myself doing something normal like shopping, attending a wedding, being on holiday and I think wow look at me not in a hospital! This makes me smile even more and enjoy that day even more.
I prey that I’ll never have cancer again, if so ill fight it as best I can until then I’ll enjoy being in this earth and being with my family. Cancer can spread without you realising until it’s too late and I don’t know how long I’ll be here so I’ll try to do the best with the time I have and prey I can be with my family for as long as possible ☺